No Title, Just Raw Emotions

Tomorrow is the 4 month mark. It's so strange. This whole new life is so strange.  Everyday I find new strength but in that same moment I lose some, or something from who I am or who I was. Tears fall more frequent down my face but I've mastered the time and place to let out these heavy emotions. This usually happens on my drive home from work or late at night when the rest of the world is sleeping. I've learned to dodge invasive questions that might make me break. I've also learned that there are some people who see right through my shit and can make me come apart with just a look. Like I said, this whole new life is so strange.